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Good evening. I'm alone at home, With Lucky. ( My Dog )
I'm here trying to write a post. To Express my feelings.
Its Not normal lately.
God Damn it.
Well, Did you have that feeling that you terribly Love and misses that one person You love, and suddenly the feeling, just poof? Like the clouds in the sky?
Well, If You don't, Then, You're lucky.
This feeling don't come really often, Its like once in a 3 generations? *I guess
Anyway, There's this girl, She's Form 2. She's In my school. I Loved her.
I did. I waited. Waited like a Plane That's gonna land in my backyard.
Well, Love is blind. The problem is Its like Astro.
You never know What movie it's going to be broadcast when U switch the tv on.
We were always So blur in this relationship. Never know where that train is going to stop.
We had Great times, Times that I wish It stayed that way forever, But. Day by day. Feelings Are fading away. She was always like, Hi. And I was like, Hey. :) And then, Silence creeps in the conversation.


Basically, I used This concept. When You're in a relationship..
The Guys Will have to start the engine, And then it's up for the girls' to keep the engine running. And to end it, It must be Swiftly.
But, The thing is.
I started the engine, And in a blink of an eye, The engine just broke down, There's no Cupid to repair this broken engine of this relationship. But, I just bared with it. I tried pushing that car further, And guess what?
The End result is shitty, That's not cool.
When I say, "I love you", I mean it. And all she does, Either she Do this, ^_^, Or hehe. That's all.
How you expect me to feel the love?
And guess what? For her to say that 3 Meaningful words to me may cause her life, cause, She don't say it.
And I'm getting bored of this Same-old routine every single time.
Tonight, is the night, When She Finally wanted to keep the engine running, But too bad, My car has been hijacked. My feelings for her has actually ended. Well, In my opinion, I think. I'm the bad guy, :'/
But, Truth will be justified at the end of the day.


This Is apart of my feelings for tonight.
Just to express. Good night. :')

2012

This is my first post in 2012. I know, I'm awesome, so, how's it going on with u guys? Things been kinda different lately, maybe. Friends are somehow going apart everyday, things with my girlfriend is also, kinda disturbed. However, I try to convince myself that she only loves me, not anyone else. Like she did before. Haizz, not wanna talk about it. :/ 2012 is nt really a good year, well, balanced, but, I know theres still many things to come throughout this year, :) Anyways, FYI I gt a new phone! :DD Xperia U! :D yes, it's awesome. :DD I just couldn't finish my English camp blog cuz it just brings me lots of memories, therefore, I would like to put that topic on hold. PMR trial is just around the corner, like maybe around in 3 weeks, or so? Legs are shaking, heart is pounding, my spirit is frowning, :-/ but, there's still time for me to improvise. :)) by the way, have. Guys watched the Amazing Spiderman yet? For me it's astounishing. :)) the graphic is awesome. The fighting is superb. :D I think I'm a disturbed young teenager, cause, things are going rough at home. My parents faith towards me are lowering everyday. :/ I'm giving love, but not receiving it, :-/ I don't want to tell her, but. She should know that I'm trying my best to give her my best, but, the other part of my emotional soul is saying that she haven't give up fr that other guy. :/ well, now is the only time I can beg god for forgiveness, and hope he can give me the best in my life, :') Before I end my blog post, leave some comments if you're reading and describe how's your 2012, :) peace out guys. :))

In school.

It has been ages since i got in my blog. :) So, I'm in school now. I'm using my school computer. Kinda old though. Well. I'm completely speechless. I'm just blank. I wanted to play Counter strike with Jeremy. But, Too bad the computer has been rebooted. so. I'm going off now. Peace out guys. :)


~ RockzLife! ~

English Camp Part 3 ( 8 July 2011 )

Chapter 7: Midnight Pleasure

As Where I stopped, Harvint And The Gang Planned to Scare The Girls In the Other Dorm. 1st Target Was Chee. We planned for her. But, Things changed. Here It Goes.... After We went back to dorm, We Sat On the Bed, And Planned. I Started, "Hey, Let's Go Wash Our Face" Avvi Said, "Yeah Sure" Then All of us went to toilet and washed our face. Then, The Moment We Washed our face, I looked at them, Hey, U guys look like a Ghost. Then, The Planned Started Accordingly, We said, "Hey Lets Scare Chee!", We Quickly washed our face And Put the facial wash again, But This Time, We Put With an Amount. :) We came With Plan A+, Avvi With his Phone to Record. I and Harvint The Ghost! :) Well, It goes like this, We Walked bare-footed to the dorm and knocked the door Waiting for them to respond. We Were Freaking Excited to see What happen then, The Moment Of truth finally came, We heard the Bed Sound from their Dorm coming to respond our 'Invitation'. We were Expecting Chee To Answer it, Instead, When They Opened the Door, Shallini Opened the Door and We Did What we Had to do,

She Opened The Door, And We 'Boo-ed' So Loud and she shouted so loud till heaven above can hear and quickly closed the door. And We Laughed Our Asses off. LMAO. And We walked away to wash our face. Then, It was Nearly Midnight when we had to get into the Dorm. And Things Got More and More Interesting. *Evil Grin*

Chapter 8: Devilish Dorm.

As U can see in the title, All of U must has been Anticipating Ghost Stories In camp right? Finally, We got it! :) When We were told to get in the dorm to sleep, We did Get into the Dorm

But Obviously We didn't Sleep yet. We had a party In My Dorm. Our Friends From Our Dorm Also Come over to join the party. I,Avvi,Simran, And Jeremy Used Harvint's PSP.^^ Harvint were using Avvi's

Phone. And Others were doing their thing. It Was 12.30 When We heard Reports. Reports That Teacher Will Come Spot-Check if Anybody Still wasn't on bed. After That, We quickly switched off the electronics and pretend to stay quiet. We Waited for 10 minutes and Nothing Happened

, so, The Party Continued. Okay. I know Its Kinda Boring Now. So I'll Just Get to the point.( Fast Forward |> | >| > ) Its 1.30 A.M When The Incident Happened. Lee was Out To see Stephanie In the

Guys Dorm. I and Harvint had a strange feeling. So I asked him, U feeling What Im Feeling? He said " Yeah Bro". We Both In a Su

dden Looked outside the window For a while..... And We Actually Saw A Some-So

rt of a "Banshee" outside the window and, Damn... We were F**Ked Up. WE Quickly Checked Out the Door to check if there's anybody. We Checked , There's Only Lee There, She Was Wearing Blue Colour Shirt. And the "Banshee" wore Complete White Shirt. Which Completely Screwed Up Our Mind. So, I And Harvint Pretend that Thing Never Happened Nor Exist. Th

e Night Goes on. Without Another Glimpse Of The 'Banshee'. The Night Di

dn't Live Long. All of Us Slept at 3. Cuz We had Plans

For the day after.

Chapter 9: Morning Invitation From The Sun.

As The Morning Rise, I woke Up At 6.30 In the Morning As Others In the Dorm Woke. We Had Our Bath And So On. We Had to get ready for Breakfast :) And Later On For JUNGLE TREKKING, Me No Likey, :PP. Before We Finish Breakfast.... Jeremy Asked All of us in Dorm 3.... Anybody seen the Dorm Keys??? All Of us was like.... WTH?!? The Key Is Supposed to Be WITH U!!!! Then, All Of us Was Panicked And Said. Lets Go back to the Toilet to check... In case... Hee~ We Checked Up and Down, Left And Right Still None

. So, We Just Forget Bout it First And Straight

For the Photoshoot. Unto the time Fo

r Photoshoot.... My Knees Were Hurting Me. So I wasn't In Balance In the Picture. :)) Here's The pic...

I Know Its Not Really Visible. I'm at the 2nd last from the left. :)

So, After The Photoshoot... We are All Set Up for The Jungle Trekking activity.

Chapter 10: JUNGLE-JUNCTION!
(Part 4)
~RockzLife~

English Camp Part 2 ( 8 July 2011 )

Chapter 5 Lunch~time!

After We finished our Ice-breaking Activity, we had One hour And 30 minutes of rest + lunch! Lunch wasn't really Tasty yet Awfull but we managed to eat and Drink some refreshments ASAP and we went off to our dorm. We rest there. God! We had a massive fun in the Dorm. Avvinash and Harvint supplied Entertainment while I and 'Bonda' Supplied Food. I supplied 'Mister Potato and Chips More.' Bonda gives .........I forgot. Anyways, The strange thing was. We were told to get some rest and to bathe as we will have activities till nightfall, And As we were set-up for our bath, The Girls were IN THE GUYS BATHROOM. How Disgusting is that??!?! -.-'' Dang! We Were pissed at them, and we just stared at them and do nothing. How Awful is that. So we waited for about 15 mins for them to get out. and so, We had our bath then.


Stories in the Bathroom


What actually happen in the Bathroom is.... In the bathing tub or fountain kinda shit.... Wateva that thing called. Is..... There is No
1. Privacy. ( All guys Bathe together ) ==''
2. Not Clean, ( In the bath stuffs, there are bugs in there? God Dammit Its Disgusting)
After that, I planned to have an idea of myself, To bathe in the toilet... Better Idea. Its Cleaner and More Private. So then, I bathe First Without any of my friends. THANK GOD.

After that, I invited all my Friends to have a party in the toilet... AWESOME-NESS. :) After We bathe, We changed into Our PJ shirts and Trek-bottom. LOL. And We played Harvint's PSP and Avvi's Iphone. And After that, We are set off to the NEW HALL. Its Kinda A Distance to get there. and It got better there, Cuz we got Multiple Fans In the Hall. Unlike the First Hall, Only 4 Operating Fans to serve more than 50+ Students and 6 teachers. The hall is bigger, :) Better to do Activities there. Okay, Enough with the Description. We did A few Activity there, We did, Poetry Recite stuffs. But, We didn't really recite Poem Actually. teacher ask us to Rewrite a Poem and recite it with a tune, Somehow like singing. :) And My Group took a little bit of the poem of 'The River' and we sang it to the Rhythm of the song 'Break Your heart' By Taio Cruz. It was Shelina's Idea. We were shocked and Blurred on how she sang it. So we ask her to sing it. :)) But After that, the Idea of her singing changed. the Exact Last Minute We changed the Song into 'Rocketeer' by Far East Movement. and I Must Sing It. =='' We changed it when the Group 8 were performing while we were group 9. So, They Were shocked to hear my idea, and continued with my Plan Eventually. So I kinda Rap the stuff. Very Embarassing. =='' After that, We had Spelling Bee Contest. It's Worst Cuz I lost to the word 'Clothes' As I spelt it 'Chlotes' LOL. Since that, EVERYONE WERE STARING AT ME!! It was A Heart beating moment. And I quickly ran off the place immediately. After that, It Continued To the FINAL 2. Its between Mr.Simran Jit Singh Grewal and Cik, Sister something. She was good though, And at last singh won, Happy Him. :P Anyways, After that, We got to head back to base to have Dinner. Before that, We got to bathe again, And the same thing happened. The Girls Invaded the bathroom. =='' They Took Longer than we expected. And After Most of the girls went out, We went In. They Were 2 girls left in the bathroom, And We wasn't aware of it until We Knocked the Door. And They SCREAMED LIKE A BANSHEE. Haizz. LOL. Then. We Command them to get their ass out of there. Then When Bathing, Some Guy Thing Happen in The Bathroom Happen and Discovered Something To Laugh about the Whole Night. I cant state it here. Cuz, Its Private. Heehee~ Then After that, We Changed into our Normal Shirts and went to dinner. The Dinner Was SUPREME! It was nice. :) WE Guys Planned to GTH out of there Fast to take Some pics around the Dorm. So We Turbo-ed up our meal And Wrooom back to the dorm. We took Pics that we'll never Delete. It is AWESOME. Since it was already Dark. Taking Pictures will be more awesome with SOME FLASH! Lim Suying Was Our Photographer of the Moment. She Did well. ^^ After the all this. We Were asked to return to the hall.

Chapter 6: NightFall.

On the way back to the hall, Harvint and the Gang Put on the Super Bass Musics throughout the way. Chee was afraid to walk alone. ( Sorry Chee ) She Brought Along the Flashlight Which is Actually Rechargable. Nice though. :) We took 15 mins to reach there cuz it was dark. I, And Harvint's Gang Were like Bomb. We blew the Place up with 'Party Rock Anthem' Along, :) When We Reached there, We were ask to go back with our Group. And This time we're doing Some ACTING activity. I was so happy. We got the wordings 'Blood is thicker than Water'. We Actually did the whole Drama Spontaneously. I actually Cried In one Scene. Well. Its Just Drama! :) After Drama, We Got Group Cheer. We Kinda Suck at it. LOL. We did.

The Girls will be like "SHUSHH! Don't Play-Play With US"
And I was like" Cause We Rocketeers....."
All Of Us. " NEVER GIVE UP"!!!

It was Kinda Embarasing moment though. But We had Fun and thats What matters. :) All Of them Did Great, In All the Activities. :)

It was 10.30 when we should Take Our stuffs and Return For Our SUPPER. CUN! So, We got In Some Zig-Zag Lines and Went back quiet for a while. Scaring some Girls off. We had FUN! :) After that, We put on the music again. :) We had A blast. I wonder Why The teacher didn't warn us for Our Noisy-ness. After that, We went back to Dorm First and Put our stuffs. Then We go to the Eating Hall and had our Supper. It was a bread and Hot Coffee. Okay laa. Not bad. :) After that We went back to the dorm with an Awesome Plan.... Wait For Part 3. :)

THIS IS THE ENDING FOR PART 2, PART 3 COMING UP. STAY TUNED. XD

English Camp ( 8 July 2011)

This Camp is the First English Camp I went and the best camp i been in my life, well, So far laa. :P
But then, Its been quite a while since i updated my blog. Suddenly my blog macam Borderlands. Haizzz. But then. Now I'm not that buzy since its the holidays. Yey! Happy, Going out later, Didn't pack a shyt yet. Anyway, Happy holidays to all of u :)



Lets Get to the point!! :O

CHAPTER 1 :D ( Introduction )
Alright, I woke up at 6.30 in the morning on the 8th of July. I looked outside, It was still dark. So I told myself, "Should I go back to sleep?", My mind replied "WTF is wrong with u?!?!?" "U are going to a camp later. U're supposed to be happy Douche!!!" So then, I took my Long Bath And Go change my clothes. It was 7.25 then, When I woke up my Mom. And Drove me to school :).

CHAPTER 2 :D ( In School Part One) :)

When I got there, I looked around and there's nobody. So, Then, I took out my HP and Listen some songs. Then, I saw Lim Suying! But then, When She Got there, She was already listening songs and I can't do anything to distract her. So, I called Mr.Avvinash About His Current Position. He Ask me to meet him up in 7-11 Across the street, So then When I get there, He text me saying, "Dude where are u??? Im in School.", So I replied " lol,.dude. Im at 7-11 where u ask me to wait. XD" So, after that we did guys work and stuffs. :) Until i ask for avvi's phone..... And the Party Started.! Owh Yeah!!! :) Before we got on bus, There is this.... Registration Process happening? Dunoo wat to say bout it. But then, WE got a HAT, And a bottle of Mineral Water. :). WE got on Bus on 8.30 with all the Other teachers. I sat With Avvi, Jeremy and Singh are sitting together beside us. :)

CHAPTER 3 :D ( In boarding bus )

When we got on bus, The Virus Starting to grow. It First Infected The Others at the end of the bus. Then, All Of us PARTY ROCK!!! :) Those with huge speakers did what they had to do. MAXIMUM VOLUME!!! I bet the Driver Won't be Sleepy At ALL!!! But then, I stayed quiet and Had My Vocal Practise with Avvinash. :) I bet who sat Infront and the Back can listen me singing! WhaToDo.Then, I got bored and played avvi's phone... :) I Played TAP TAP REVENGE 4!! :) It was Already Unforgettable. Before We reach our destination.


CHAPTER 4 :D ( In Camping Site )
We got there at 10.30++ And The First We did there was,.Take Our Luggage.Out Of The Bus, And Stand For a while. Then We Walk for 15seconds to the RECEPTION Counter. It was Quite Boring Then, The Teachers go and take the DORM Keys and Align A Dorm Leader. There was 8 Dorms.But Only 6 Were Used. Awesome. :) I was In Dorm 2! :) WITH ALL MY BUDDIES!! The leader of my dorm was Jeremy Lim, when He turned Pale after teacher Assign him as dorm leader. The Guys Got Dorm 1 and 2. while the girls got their own Dorm... ( I Don't Matter Which ) And After That We got the Keys And Packed our stuffs in the Dorm. The Dorm was kinda Small though..... 7 Double-Decker Bed. and 1 pillow each on the bed. How selfish, -.-'' Then, We got to go to this Hall, which is a living room for hell. Damn, Its so Hot in there. Crapp.! We did our first activity, The Ice-Breaking Activity.We had to be Separated into 9 Groups. I got the last one. My Group Name is: Rocketeer And The logo is A rocket. LOL. My slogan is, Rocketeers Never Give uP. :)

This Is the Just The Ending of the First Part. *Evil Laugh*

Happy Birthday!

Alright, As U can The title up there it wrote, 'Happy Birthday', Incase U're Wondering whose birthday it is, Its One Of My buddie, Lim Suying.

Thats Her, N Her Toy? Something like that. She got alot of presents :)

A Lot ryte? I noe, I noe, Well, The Present i gave her is this one,

Nice? :) Well, I think I gotta go now, Hope U guys Enjoyed A bit pun , Continue Soon, Till Then. Peace out~!!