2012

This is my first post in 2012. I know, I'm awesome, so, how's it going on with u guys? Things been kinda different lately, maybe. Friends are somehow going apart everyday, things with my girlfriend is also, kinda disturbed. However, I try to convince myself that she only loves me, not anyone else. Like she did before. Haizz, not wanna talk about it. :/ 2012 is nt really a good year, well, balanced, but, I know theres still many things to come throughout this year, :) Anyways, FYI I gt a new phone! :DD Xperia U! :D yes, it's awesome. :DD I just couldn't finish my English camp blog cuz it just brings me lots of memories, therefore, I would like to put that topic on hold. PMR trial is just around the corner, like maybe around in 3 weeks, or so? Legs are shaking, heart is pounding, my spirit is frowning, :-/ but, there's still time for me to improvise. :)) by the way, have. Guys watched the Amazing Spiderman yet? For me it's astounishing. :)) the graphic is awesome. The fighting is superb. :D I think I'm a disturbed young teenager, cause, things are going rough at home. My parents faith towards me are lowering everyday. :/ I'm giving love, but not receiving it, :-/ I don't want to tell her, but. She should know that I'm trying my best to give her my best, but, the other part of my emotional soul is saying that she haven't give up fr that other guy. :/ well, now is the only time I can beg god for forgiveness, and hope he can give me the best in my life, :') Before I end my blog post, leave some comments if you're reading and describe how's your 2012, :) peace out guys. :))